" monica , why are you so quiet today?! "
on Thursday, December 24, 2009 @ 2:23 AM
for some reason .. i stopped blogging everyday . i wish i hadn't because now i feel like blah . so it's like 223am right now and i can't fall asleep .. but i'm so tired it's unbelievable .
i guess all of you are right , i'm not the same anymore . waaaow so emo . but f'real i'm not . even people who just met me are telling me i'm different , i'm boring , i'm gay , i suck . hahah , wow this is so sad .. i don't want to be different ! :( i like the old me , i miss the old me .. frick i'm boring .
what i CAN say is that things are better .. even if im different , everything feels better like this . you were right when you said it'd be better for you and i if we did it this way .. the whole not talking thing . but are we gonna do this forever ? mm , i hope so . without you , everythings easier .
today was the first day in a while that i barely texted people .. shoot , i miss my eyecandies !
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& I'm f'real, Monica - Nanz
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