hopeless , helpless .
on Friday, November 23, 2007 @ 9:00 PM
soooo ,
a block / math : quiiz ( N) why am i doing so bad ? aand read chicken soup , no math homework :( " silent ball " pfft , wasn't even silent XD
chicken soup for the teenaged soul : tough stuff
* yeah i couldn't see some parts since i took a video of it :$ i'll find the rest next time =\ i tried the best i could . it's just that MIA'S camera was so loud that he kept looking a me then i would forgot where i was then eahb whatever . XDWhen tomorrow starts without me when tomorrow starts without me , and i'm not there to see .
if the sun should rise and find your eyes are filled with tears for me .
i wish so much you didn't cry the way you did today .
while i'm thinking of the many things we didn't get to say .
i know how much you loved me , as much as i loved you .
and each time you think of me , i know you'll miss me too .
but when tomorrow starts without me please do understand .
that an angel came and called my name and took me by the hand .
and said my place was ready in heaven far above .
and that i'd have to leave behind all those i dearly love .
but as i turned to walk away , a tear fell from my eye .
for all my life , i'd always thought i didn't want to die .
i had so much to live for and so much yet to do .
it seemed almost imposible that i was leaving you .
i thought of all the years , the good ones and the bad .
if i could relive yesterday ____ ? and all the fun we had
i'd say goodbye and kiss ______
but then i fully realized that this could never be .
for emptiness and memories would take the place of me .
and when i thought of worldly things that i'd miss tomorrow
i thought of you , and when i did , my heart was filled sorrow .
but when i walked through heaven 's gates , i felt so much at home.
when God looked down and smiled at me , from His great golden throne ,
he said " this is eternity and all i've promised you ,
Today for life on earth is past but here it starts anew .
I promise no tomorrow , but today will always last ,
and since each day's the same day , there's no longing the past
but you have been so faithful , so trusting and so true ,
though there were times you did some things you knew you shouldn't do ,
but you have been forgiven and now at last you're free .
so won't you take my hand and share my life with me ? "
so when tomorrow starts without me don't think we're far apart ,
for evertime you think of me , i'm right here in your heart .
b block / english : great , another project ! annnnnnd worse mark i've ever gotten in my whole life .. 67% wtf ! :'( shoot me , before my mommy does ..
c block / science : yay , role drama :D fun fun fun , i was a news reporter with harnit . my name is
amanda tom cruise :) i'm a news reporter , i'm 27 , i like shopping and clubbing , i'm dating with 12 children . HAHAHAH ! ( L )
d block / pe : basketball , fun ! :D bwahha workout to the max :( my legs hurt x 9876512 . time to get in shape . oh yeeah , mini - games - undefeated (Y)
afterschool : mia and i were LONERS like always :'( shit , whyy.. no one wants to ever chill with us 8-) so anyways , we had nothing to do and the plan was to go to metro . pfft , some plan . we ended up staying at the school . so when we were on the way out , we went through upper g . and who'd we see there ? kit ! yay .. hahah , then err . shamus came . then ian and fag friends came . then we were sitting in the corner ? kit playing guitar .. ian and friends throwing cards - DANGER CHILDS ! :'( , clark hit my chin .. ouch , it actually hurt ! then ian hit me .. and mia .. and shamus , HAHA shamus was bleeding . umm .. ian and friends left . then ,
shamus and i broke up (U) i was too good for him . :) and because he cheated on me with mia , obviously .. he had to go with something .. less good ? HAHAHA Kidding mia , i love you more >=O ! and theeen , shamus goes and fliggen misses kathleen ! :o what a player , bwahha geez so .. mia and i eventually became lesbians together ;)
aaand we wrote a poem ! :
dear shamus pollock , would you like some eggs ?
you should have them for dinner , your
faggy meanie friends'll beg !
maybe we'll cook some for you , if you pay the price .
that you friends stop bullying us , that'd be very nice :)
no , just kidding ! because we " broke up " , so i'll understand ,
that i'm too good for you , don't try to pretend :D
bwahah ! oh yeah , we saw their drivers licence annnd stole them for a while XD . then the egg came with his skateboard ! wee fun , skateboarding in the hallways (H) then yeah nothing interesting happened . so g'bye !
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