her walls fall down .
on Wednesday, November 14, 2007 @ 4:45 PM
why hello there
darling of mine . you think just cause you put it on
nexopia i won't be able to find out ? well HA HA HA ! you make me
laugh little piece of
sunshine :D how the hell would you know if i was tryna
break your friendship with him , hmm ? yeah , you
don't know . well here , let me
explain because you don't seem to understand : that night when he called you .. i actually told him to because i told him that you were mad at him . then he was asking me what to do , so i told him to go talk to you about it because i wouldn't want to say something to
RUIN your guys' relationship . okay sooooorry if i intro - ed him to someone
new . but that doesn't mean that i was tryna break your friendship with him .. i mean come on , why the FUCK would i do that ? you're my so called
bestfriend . well from what you're saying , i guess my help wasn't help at all .. sorry 8-) . callling me a bitch won't make me feel weaker , because i don't give a
shit what people think of me . you think i'm a bitch ? well you obviously don't know me well enough . how would you know if i cared or not . made it
SEEM like i cared ?! what the fuck are you talking about ? i would
kill for you , that's how much i care . i guess i'm not good enough a friend to show it . . buddy ! if you had a fucking problem with me talking about guys then WHY THE FUCK WERE YOU SO
QUIET . shit ! how the fuck was i suppose to know you were getting
annoyed ? but hey , i'm not the only one that talks about guys , and you know it because you talk about them too . yet , i don't get annoyed because hmm i know how to listen .. (Y) no , i
don't go bragging to you how many guys i'm gonna flirt with . no , i
don't go bragging to you how many guys are flirting with me . no , i
don't go bragging to you how many guys i'm gonna lead on ! oh yeah another thing ! you think i care about how many guys say i love you to you ? how many guys you " break up " with ? no ,
i don't care . but since i'm your bestfriend , i'm here to listen . yeah , i sure do wonder what guys see in me .. you make a great point . i'm
not pretty or whatever , and coming from my own
bestfriend , i don't think i have a great personality either . so what the fuck is
wrong with all of these guys ? only tried to be best
fuckingfriends with them and nothing more . yeah , you go be srry that they liked me . i'm sorry too , they ruined great friendships . oh and
NO , i did NOT fucking do shit with any of them . i did
NOT fucking hold their hands or
kiss them . why the fuck would i do that . that's fucking
STUPID . and hi , i'm not the stupid type . and how do i give people
attitude ? how am i
disrespectful ? please , fill me in . and what about your cousin ? i don't talk to any of them , soo whyy the fuck would you put that in there ? and that newspaper guy ? geez bud , you said something too . and i said it once or twice . so what ? OOOOH AND WHAT THE FUCK ? that time when that lady was fucking bitching at me on the skytrain ? holy
mother fucking shit , was that really only
my fault ? UM NO ! fuck x 86563245 + 3 if you don't remember , you were like KATHLEEN ! and then i look out and call her too . but what the fuck . yeah whatever , you go do that , put the blame on me ! because that's what you good at :) annd um if you're sick of me , why did i find this out from a fucking BLOG . thanks , you made my school year a HELLA lot better ! i love you for that ! :D
i'm sorry that you actually did like him , i'm sorry that i wasn't thinking about your feelings too. but when you told me that you guys might go out , i said that i didn't care anymore .. i said that you guys COULD . but what do you do ? write a blog about me . thanks bestfriend . but i don't blame you , your reason was way better than hers ..
with MUCH love
monica nanz ondo del FUCKING mundo !
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i love how i'm the new girl . i love how i fit in sooo well . i love how this problem of mine just follows me to wherever i go . oh maan , i just love it ! wow , i guess it was just meant to be yenno
me + drama = bestfriendsforever . yeap , whenever i'm around , drama's gonna be RIGHT beside me ! can never leave without it . it's just part of me . sorry . it's not like i mean to do anything wrong . call me a bitch , call me a whore . because i don't give a shit anymore . treat me like the new girl .. but that doesn't mean you have to bash me .
dear drama : i love how you're the only thing that stays right beside me 24/7...
dear nd : take me back .. i miss you guys x 587965163 + 10 :'( (U)
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& I'm f'real, Monica - Nanz
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