• my best friend : why do you always have something to be mad at me about . how come there's never a week when we're just friends , why is it that you make me cry right when i wake up , when i'm school , or just before i sleep . hah , of course you wouldn't know that you do these things .. because you don't even give a shit about me . tryna pretend you're my friend ? i can see how it is , you obviously don't want me in your presence . it pisses me off how you never tell me straight up . why're you acting like thing's are okay , why do you ignore me or walk away when i try to talk to you . do you know how suicidal you're making my life right now ? as a matter of fact , no . no you don't . well bestfriend , thanks for making me feel like i don't belong , i finally figured out that your puzzle isn't the only puzzle i fit into . thanks for not telling me straight up how you feel , you made me realize that you can't be truthful with me . thanks for ignoring me , it just shows how much you'll never be there . thanks for making me cry , you made me find someone else's shoulder to cry on , someone who'll always be there . and finally , thanks for pretending to be my friend , it just relieves my heart knowing you weren't just acting like that . :)
• this .. guy 8-) : why are you here , you're not suppose to be here , get out .. why haven't you been disqulified from this race .. i hate the fact that i still kinda want you to be here .
• school : you're just another add on to my list of stress . you make me miss my old school even more . i wanna go back to notre dame ..
• parents : you always get mad at me for the stupidest things .
• homework : thanks .
• friends : who am i suppose to trust now ?

afterschool : i had no keys so i decided to go to metro . . alone , fun ! 8-) . hah so when i was walking in , guueeeeess who i saw ? kuya jr ! haha he was waiting for uh jel .. then he told me to sit with him and i did , but he kept ditching me , thanks kuya ! >=O . ahha kidding . but yeah we sat there for like 20 minutes ? then he had to go to work , and his .. cousin ? didn't even come . so much for waiting ! kay well anyways , i started walking .. to chq -__- guess who i saw ? hui ! fliggen mall rat ! 8-) hahha XD kidding . so when i was talking to hui i saw someone else .. my boyfriend ! :D:D:D:D why hello there jeremiah , why're you in vancouver again ? go back to surrey >=O . kay so i left them and started walking towards .. uh , toys R us . :) because i was looking for a present for someone :) after toys r us i went to the food court because i dunno .. oh yeah because i went to the piggy bank place then yeeah . kay well , i saw nancy , lindsay , and alisha . i talked to nancy for a bit then left and started walking and saww .. the stalker / jeremiah's cousin / mikey daquil ! shoot , i see you everywhere >=O ha . then i went back around to chq and down the stairs to mcdonalds . i saw jeremiah's crew of .. grade eights ? and then started walking to the skytrain . then i saw kennie and steven :O queers . then i just went home . wasn't that fun ? .. 8-)