is i'm trippin' ?
on Tuesday, October 30, 2007 @ 5:32 PM
I guess you can say my life got better , there's like way less drama ever since i moved out of nd ... i'm not tryna say that nd was a bad school , i miss them short skirts and untucked shirts :( haha . but yeeah there was just way too much drama . people say i was smart to move out , others say i should come back D: . sometimes i just don't know what to do 8-) . but for serious , life right now .. eruugh ! the drama just has to start again >=\ wwhyyy ? i think a really close friend of mine thinks i'm jealous or something , well if she is actually talking about me , i'm not . i promise you , if i was , then i'd say something . and other stuff that just pisses me off, all these guys saying that they love me or like me .. omfg , i'm not tryna sound cocky or anything but yeah . i dunno like what to think of it , i'm not planning on having a boyfriend right now or anything because i've just been mega stressed out off of everything that's just been happening to me and around me . i keep tryna tell myself not to trip , everything's gonna be okay . but what the hell does that do if nothing's changing ? am i just lying to myself ? so mia , kathleen , and i have decided to take a break from guys .. yeah . but for serious , guy's right now are like a big reason why i'm stressed , for whoever , don't take it personally or anything , i just need a break . you can start bothering me again when i'm not as stressed . aaaanyways , hmm .. oh yeah , i really hate it when like guys are being all flirty and stuff saying i love you blahblah when like they don't really mean it . then you hear that they're just saying that same thing to your bestfriend . if you didn't know , thats hurt. and i hate how you guys just don't know that . >=\ do you not care about our feelings too ? we're girls , and girls talk .. about everything . so even if you didn't want the other person to find out , they eventually will . nothing stays a secret .. hmm , today was pretty retarded :) bwahah , welllll we weren't suppose to do anything BUT THEN vhorn wanted to chill so yeeah , we met up with him ,carlo and . uhh jean ? .. however you spell his name . oh gaad . i saw him at 29th one time and he called me a skipper .. gosh that creeep , joking ! :) well yeah jean or whatever didn't stay with us and we ended up just chilling at joyce and yeah .. grr shane where were you :( no , you're not getting another day to chill with me . it's too late to apologize >=\ tooo bad shane :P we're over , since yesterday :) oh yeeah , just ran through my mind : i hate how we chill everyday guys .. haha shoot =\ last year it was just dance squad then straight home , now it's like omfg what the hell are we doing today ? shoot ! we're chilling with blahblabh ? omfg.. other times it's like damn ,i don't feel ike going home , let' go to metro .. fliggen mall rats to the maximum :( that's harsh no lifers .. HAHA damn .. and remember that week whe we made like 8465312824321324647621 + 3 friends . i swear that was such a hectic week D: i wish we would stop being so socialable .. :) my facebook friends list went up by like one hundred people .. damnn guys :P oh well , my hearts like mega beating fast because of TOMORROW ! :D hahaha yeeah chilling at my house with a ball of dough , just sitting on the couch watching movies with our faces full of yummy goodness , i swear , tomorrow better not screw up for us ..
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& I'm f'real, Monica - Nanz
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